October makes me nervous

This is the first October in three years that I have not been sicker than a dog pregnant! However, I think my body is trained to get sick or at least nervous this time of year. I am finding it hard to enjoy this fall (which is usually my favorite season). It really is amazing what your body remembers. I smell pumpkin candle or cinnamon or anything spiced for that matter and I immediately feel nauseous. I see Halloween decorations and remember the last two where I sat on my porch trying to choke down food meanwhile, trying not to scare the kids with my ashen face. I need to get out of this "Fall Funk". This year I will be down on Halloween as well because I am getting my tonsils out so I guess 09 will be my year to get out there. However since the above seems so full of complaints I actually am so thankful that I was able to get though the pregnancy's because the rewards have been so great! Here is a look at four of my blessings....

My darling Kiddos! Sydney, Jaxon and Mason
Mason Ian Copeland 6 months old
Jaxon Cameron Copeland 5 years old
Sydney Anne Copeland 7 years old
Avery Lynn Copeland (would be 22 months old)